The last time I updated my blog was last year, probably five to six months or maybe even more than that. I never planned to abandon my little internet space, I loved this space! It’s just there are things that I needed to think about, things that I went through, and things that I need to fix on my own. It was also an eye opener for me to be honest.
That’s what I felt
When you lean for a kiss.
Is this real?
Has it been real?
I can’t fathom the idea of love
As you slowly lean over
Starts to stare in my eye
Heart beats faster.
It’s more than a thousand butterflies
More than how a child’s sweet happiness
Time starts to tick,
As I close my eyes
And remembered how it all started
The warmth of your touch
And the warmth of a first kiss
We all come across a thousand people or even more. Don’t you ever wonder sometimes if in that crowd, your soulmate or maybe your future husband or wife is there? You’ve already crossed path, but since the time is not perfect you won’t be able to see them. Have you ever wondered about that? Well I probably do – sometimes.
Thanksgiving was just couple weeks ago and even if it isn’t the day of giving thanks, we shouldn’t stop for being grateful to things.
To start this off, I am thankful for all the things I have right now and most especially I am thankful for all the people that have never left me. I am thankful that I wake up every morning with a smile in my heart. And I am thankful to a person that made me strong. Thankful for every lesson I learned from my past relationship will always remain and whatever wrong-doings we created will always be a lesson to me, a lesson which is never to be repeated in the future.
But this prompt is not about me. This time, it will be about you.
Tell me why do I still wait,
As if you’re coming back.
I still think it is our fate,
And I have to accept that you will never be back.
It may take a lot of time,
For me to be fine.
Or maybe I should go on a highest climb,
And shout to the world that you will never be mine.
Few months ago, I discovered a new blogging network on Tumblr and thought that I join the community. And not expecting to be accepted or anything. It’s just, I tried my best to be in the network. After couple of days, I got an email from one of the moderators saying that I am accepted, which totally makes me happy because I somewhat love writing something. So I did, I was a member of the Long Distance Relationship Blogging Network (LDRBN).
And after a long way of being a member of the community, I was able to write couple of posts and met new friends. These ladies just help me deal with problems and accompany not only me, but the rest of the community. Also, being in this long distance community helped me to meet amazing people, friends and they’re the best!