Hear My Heart Out

The last time I updated my blog was last year, probably five to six months or maybe even more than that. I never planned to abandon my little internet space, I loved this space! It’s just there are things that I needed to think about, things that I went through, and things that I need to fix on my own. It was also an eye opener for me to be honest.

Lessons I’ve Learned From My Past Relationship

It’s funny that I’m writing this, and you probably will laugh about it and say, “Oh, she isn’t over with him yet. It’s been a year, move on girl!” Actually I’m over with it. This will be just few realizations I had over the year.

Every people we come across and even who left a remarkable note in our life will always leave a life lesson — either you’ll keep it your entire life and learn from it. Relationships are tough, and I’m sure breakups will make you a stronger person. With every tear you shed and smile you had, it will always teach us a lesson.

I’ve been in a relationship before and after a year of the break up, here I am – much focused on work, family and myself. Other than that, that breakup taught me few life and love lessons and reason why I’m writing this post is  to share them to you.

Warmth of a First Kiss



Trembling knees

Sweaty palm

That’s what I felt

When you lean for a kiss.

Unsure thoughts

Unanswered questions

Is this real?

Has it been real?

I can’t fathom the idea of love

As you slowly lean over

Starts to stare in my eye

Heart beats faster.

It’s more than a thousand butterflies

More than how a child’s sweet happiness

Time starts to tick,

Unexplainable feeling.

As I close my eyes

And remembered how it all started

The warmth of your touch

And the warmth of a first kiss


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Fears of Someone in a LDR

“Long Distance Relationship (LDR) is an intimate relationship between two partners

who are geographically isolated from one another.”

— Long Distance Relationship on Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long-distance_relationship)


In this present time, most relationships started over the internet. Whether you signed up for a “dating-site”, gave comment to a post and talked almost every day after that or you started as a close distance partners but the other one had to go abroad maybe for work, school or migration. These are some instances why long distance relationships happens.